05 May 2011

I swallow the sound and it swallows me whole

I wasn't able to post for a while because an error kept popping up, so even though I wrote a post a few weeks ago, it just sat as a draft. Tried again today and voila! So below the post I'm making now is the post I made then. You know, if you're interested in that kind of thing...

Nothing new, basically. Trying to kick this cold I've had for almost two weeks now. Sleeping a lot. Sitting about the apartment, being a bum. That's it. New playlist below.

Playlist: My Own Sick Pride

1. Sail (AWOLNATION)
2. Talking Bird (Demo) (Death Cab for Cutie)
3. Woods (Bon Iver)
4. Drumming Song (Florence + The Machine)
5. Cousins (Vampire Weekend)
6. Annie Waits (Ben Folds)
7. In One Ear (Cage The Elephant)
8. I Spy (Guster)
9. Floating Vibes (Surfer Blood)
10. Howlin' For You (The Black Keys)
11. I Was A Teenage Anarchist (Against Me!)
12. Girlfriend (Phoenix)
13. Dressed Sharply (An Horse)
14. This is Why We Fight (The Decemberists)
15. Awake My Soul (Mumford & Sons)
16. New Fang (Them Crooked Vultures)
17. October (Broken Bells)
18. Holiday From Real (Jack's Mannequin)
19. Boy With a Coin (Iron & Wine)

Post from April 14th - 

I feel like I only post here when I've made a new playlist. But in all honesty, I just haven't been awake enough to really have anything new to say. I worked a lot, ran a wedding, worked some more, became an Aunt, and now I'm just trying to take it slow so I can recover. It's been a whirlwind few weeks. But I was inspired to make a new mix after starting to re-watch the first season of Fringe. The dynamic between the two main characters (Peter and Olivia) is very push-pull and so a lot of emotion is conveyed through looks more than through words and actions. It makes it seem a little sad, but it's not supposed to be. So this is a little (a lot) more laid back than the last few, but it's the kind of mood I'm in right now. Just...chill. It's a good kind of mood, I think. No worries, no rushing, no nothing. I'm just laying here, relaxing. It's a good feeling. I'm just gonna ride the wave for a while. Still got a few things coming up, but if I conserve my energy, it won't be too hard to get through. And now to the music!


Title: The Same Mistakes As You


1. Illuminated by Hurts
2. Come Around by Rosi Golan
3. A Lack of Color by Death Cab For Cutie
4. Nobody Sees by Powderfinger
5. Shattered by Trading Yesterday
6. I'd Come For You by Nickleback
7. Save A Place by 1969
8. When The Heartache Ends by Rob Thomas
9. I Found A Reason (Velvet Underground Cover) by Cat Power
10. My Skin by Natalie Merchant
11. Find A Way by The Used
12. For Once In My Life by Vonda Shepard
13. Loving Ghosts by Vedera
14. Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy
15. Secrets by OneRepblic




Find A Way by The Used was actually the song that Heather (the new Mrs. Beck) and her grandfather danced to for the father-daughter dance at her wedding. It was very nice and definitely unique in terms of traditional wedding songs. It was lovely. As was the rest of the wedding. The weather was awesome, I somehow pulled all of the chaos that is Aaron and Heather into a decent calm just long enough for them to marry without a hitch. Just the usual comedic moments and such. I'm glad it's over, but it was a lot of fun when it happened.


And the baby! 32 or so hours of labor and WAY too many visitors later, Jay had little Roslyn a couple days ago. (Pic and stats below) I didn't get a whole lot of sleep and darned it all that I spent 13 hours in the Labor and Delivery unit just for the baby to arrive two hours after I had to leave for work. Already ornery and stubborn...just like her parents. She's gonna give them hell, and I'll be cheering her on the whole way. ;)


Well, my new mix is slowly lulling me into a stupor, so I think I'll leave it here for now and maybe I'll come back before too long with something else to say. Night for now.



Roslyn Jade Seely-Perez
April 12, 2011, 10:13 PM CST
8 lbs. 6 oz.
20 inches long

there's no hint that i'm trying to give you

oh my talking bird
though you know so few words
they're on infinite repeat
and your brain can't keep up with your beak
and you're kept in an open cage
so you're free to leave or stay
and sometimes this makes you confused
but there's no hint that i'm trying to give you
and the longer you think
the less you know what to do
it's hard to see your way out
when you live in a house in a house
cause you don't realize
that the windows were open the whole time
but oh my talking bird
though your feathers are tattered and curved
i'll love you all your days
till the breath leaves your fragile frame
and it's all here for you
as long as you choose to stay
it's all here for you
as long as you don't fly away

death cab for cutie