I can't force these eyes to see the end

I was going to write something a little more lighthearted because of the good mood I was in. I was having an on-day with my wit and humor and it was making me happy to think about it. Then someone became irritating to me and now I'm in a edgier mood. Not a bad mood, just a little less witty and perhaps a little more sarcastic and impatient. I do hate that a bit about myself. I talked a little about that last night, but sometimes I really think my mood gets worse because someone bursts a bubble within me. It makes me feel more aggressive. It would be easier to understand if you could see the haste and roughness in my typing.

I'm trying to get myself back into a mellow mood, but it's difficult when I think about it. I feel the impatience in the way I have to drum my fingers on everything if I'm just sitting here otherwise motionless. I should really practice my stillness. I used to be about to stand for hours and not be bothered by it, but now I can't seem to stand still. Heh. I bet I'm amusing to watch when I have no patience. Constantly touching things or shifting around or having to have something in my hands to play with.

See? I'm better already. Silly mood swings. They only last a minute or two and now I'm back. I really need a snack though. Hunger makes me lethargic. I don't like that mood either. Enjoy.

Songs to consider:

Hallelujah (Paramore) --> I'm on a kick, so sue me.